Strange but True

On the night of Dec 12th 2012 something strange happened something I cannot for the life of me explain.
My best friend was visiting me at the time ~ at around 11pm we’d stepped into the garden to take in the night sky ~ after all there had been talk of it all ending on this date.
We were talking about the end of the world nonsense when there was a large purple flash in the sky above the house’s across the car park ~ I turned to my friend Sue and said “Wow did you see that?”~    “Yes she replied I saw it ~ what was it?” …
In the following moments as we continued to look in the direction the flash came from ~ I felt a force hit me in the crown of my head and run through me polarizing me to the spot for a few seconds ~ like a magnet to metal ~ I staggered forward slightly dizzy and a little disorientated ~ I turned to Sue and said “Wow did You Feel That?”  “feel what?” she replied.
I’d felt something about 3inches long and about half an inch wide run through me and felt sure she would have felt the same~ as she’d witnessed the purple flash but she had’nt…
Any thoughts on what this could have been?  

 

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Questioning thoughts

It seems to be that all hearts bleed ~ from careless words or thoughts and deeds…
An untrue word ~ a greedy seed begins to grow ~ without the need…

Love lies bleeding around the globe ~ whats the solution ~ seems nobody knows (or can agree)…

Lies are embedded in history ~ to revolve and evolve for eternity ~ like tangled wires that need to be free ~ so who across the land and sea will help unravel the mystery?…

All life is sacred and this we know ~ so why is extinction beginning to grow ~ how can we stem the flow of the tide ~ preventing our children’s future rough ride (or none at all)…

We all have the power to change the world ~ Women ~ Man~ Boy or Girl ~ the secret is love and belief in ones truth ~ being kind to each other instead of aloof…

Everything the eye can see belongs to all that lives and breaths ~ for a short time in history we have the chance to really be ~ The positive change ~ all children need…

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Child called me ~

I loved to sing to dance and play ~
Run through the meadow
And roll in the hay
Carefree days of childhood display
With dreams of you in a blessed way
Always true to the loving heart
Connecting and loving ~
In whole not in part

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Inward Journey

 

Walking through the misty haze ~
I wander close to see ~
The wonderful reflection ~
Of  how life once used to be ~

No room for bitterness or hate ~
They fell away at heavens gate…

The entrance to my heart was shrouded ~
Mystical veils of love gently falling ~
And through the mist of time I saw ~
A silhouette of familiar form ~
My heart was racing ~
Can it be ~ the one I’ve known for eternity?

You offer your hand ~I take it in mine ~
A cosmic feeling ignites within ~
Of loves great fire ~
Soaring through my life’s blood ~
A feeling of exultation ~

Arrested by your beauty ~
Life’s breath is suspended…
Sinking into your embrace ~
I see that old familiar space ~
The essence of me has found its home ~
Why did I ever care to roam?

Meeting with gods child within ~
Weeping happy tears ~
An everlasting love begins
As we become one

 

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The Lake District Apparition

We’d been staying in an old Manor House in the Lake District in the North of  England for a weeks break, a lovely place with wonderful scenery the air was so fresh; unlike the city.
The speed in which the darkness fell was amazing, one evening I stood watching as a blanket of darkness decended; like a curtain coming down in a theatre.
In no time at all, there was nothing to see; just a foxes pair of eyes shining from within the trees.
The room was dark in a matter of moments, the bedside lamp cast a soft light over the bed inviting me to take my rest; I drew back the covers turned off the lamp and lay staring into the darkness.
Movement from the top end of the room caught my eye, I blinked a few times wondering whether my eyes were playing tricks on me; but no there before my eyes was what looked like a maid. 
Facinated I watched as she appeared to glide down the room, she was holding a tray in front of her;  she was dressed in a long dark dress with a full length apron and a small white headdress.
The neck on the dress was like a manderin collar, with a loop detail and two pearly buttons at the back; I watched as she set down the tray and turned to go back the way she came oblivious to my enquiring eyes.
The next morning I looked for the caretaker to tell him about my experience, while he couldn’t enlighten me on what I’d witnessed; he did say that other guests had mentioned similar sightings.
He also said that when the house was in use as a family home, the rooms would have been ajoined; making sense of my sighting.
This was a holiday I’d never forget, for a moment in time I’d glimpsed another moment from another time ~ that for me is special.

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Lessons of a failed suicide…

She sat with her legs curled up on the sofa staring into the open fire ~ watching the flames dance ~ licking the back of the chimney breast with glowing warm embers in the hearth…
This is how she’d normally drift  into a fantasy land of imagination …
Tonight was very different though ~ her home and family life had become so hard to bear of late ~ the oldest of six children ~ responsibility was hers from a very young age ~even more so when at sixteen her parents divorced and her Father left the city…
She became the ‘man’ of the house so to speak…Her Mother was lovely ~ but vulnerable where men were concerned…

Lately she’d began to feel the pressure and chaos of it all
“I need to sleep” she thought “if I could sleep for a week ~ maybe this feeling would leave me”…
In reality she’d already gathered the means to bring about this sleep~ she’d managed to get twenty-six sleeping pills together with twenty-seven  phenobarbitone  from a friend who had epilepsy…
There was nothing else running through her mind except the desire to sleep~no thoughts of who she may hurt if she died ~ just this dire need for sleep to escape the reality she was living in albeit for a while…
Deciding tonight would be the night she collected the two cartons of tablets and began to take them ~ washing them down with a glass of water ~ when the last tablet was swallowed ~ she looked to make sure she hadn’t dropped any tablets ~ then threw the empty cartons to the back of the fire…
Satisfied she’d left no evidence of her deed ~ she retired to her bedroom~ prayed to god asking for forgiveness ~then placing each hand on opposing sides of her chest ~ she closed her eyes…
The following day her Mother attempted to wake her up with a coffee and a cigarette ~  It took five burns in the candlewick bedspread for her Mother to realize there was something wrong…
She was taken into hospital ~ there was a flurry of ‘white coats’ around her~ inexplicably the first time she was left alone ~ she lifted herself up and headed home!…
Got back into bed and went to sleep…
The hospital had said there was nothing in the stomach to pump ~ whatever she had taken was already in her system~ so all anyone could do is let her sleep it off…
Five days of drifting in and out of consciousness ~ she finally woke up…

There was a lot of talking to do and reflecting…
To this end she decided from this moment forth ~ nothing and no-one would ever be allowed to make her feel this way again ~and  a quite strength was born…

The lesson learnt was ~ no matter how difficult a situation/problem appear’s
there’s always a solution ~ Look for the solution~ don’t let a problem /situation drain you’re energies until despair takes over…Life is so short and very precious ~Its meant to be enjoyed~
Love and Light Always

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