Thank you

I thought I would die, if I stopped living a lie
To used to staring up at the sky, always feeling shy
Constantly hiding myself away, to afraid to come out and play
I built up a wall around me, for protection from the all around me

I was feeling safe in my space, no one could come up in my face
Feeling secure in my little bubble, keeping my self safe from all the trouble

All this time, I thought I wasn’t worth a dime
No one would care, about what I had to share
That they would laugh in my face, say that I’m a disgrace

You saw through my illusion, my outer facade
Said I wasn’t being true, afraid to come through
Forced me to be real, to let my emotions make me feel
Shook me around, shouting with loud sounds
Made me stand my ground, I had to stop myself from all the running around

I stepped up to the mark, I came out of the dark
Now is the time, it is the right time to allow myself to shine
You were never really mine, but thanks to you I’m feeling fine
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for giving me a fresh start
You made me come alive, now I feel a part of the beautiful humanity’s hive

Thank you M

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Goodbye

You came into my life, like a ray of light
Where once it seemed so very dark, you made it become bright.

Opened my eyes, and helped me to see
That all the good things, we’re available to me
No more standing outside, and looking in
Made me feel a part of life, like I fit in

You lifted me up, so I could touch the sky
With you standing behind me, I thought I could fly
We came from different worlds, lived completly different lives, me from the ground trying to work my way up, you at the top with everything there for you, we met in the middle and found common ground, standing there together watching the world go round.

You saw in me a special light, with your love and understanding, helped it to grow bright.
Gave me a sense of who I am, told me life’s a journey not everyone has to have a plan, don’t sweat the small stuff, just be your own man.

I grew into myself, and became who I am
No longer lost with nothing to do
Now I feel alive and like I’m about to thrive
You gave me the courage, to not be afraid to strive, made me appreciate this gift we call life.

Now your gone, been called back home where you belong
Makes me feel sad, to think your time wasn’t very long
All the things that you still had to do, now it’s to late and the world doesn’t have you.

There’s an empty space in my heart, where once you were the right part, I miss the connection, that was there from the start, that very first day, you walked into my heart.

I miss your smile, the way you always made me wait just a little while.
Saying you won’t be long, telling me Marcus come on, just be strong.

No matter what ever happens to me, I feel grateful that I can just be, be alive and breathe in fresh air, I will always miss you, I will always care, even though without you, life doesn’t seem fair.

So goodbye my friend, I hope it wasn’t a painful end. I will never forget you, and the way you were
One of a kind, with the most beautiful mind
Adventurous and charming, when you smiled it was disarming.
Mabey one day, if love has its way, we will meet again in the life after this, and be together again in heavenly bliss.

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The One

The love I feel for you knows no bounds, I feel it spreading out from my heart like waves across the ocean, sometimes the tide is just to strong and I’m swept away by all the emotion.

I need you now, right here with me back together again, how were meant to be. It’s been too long, I’m fed up of being strong. You broke down my defences like paper in the wind. Then you came walking across the draw bridge straight into my heart, back where you have always belonged, right from the start.

Out here adrift on a cold and lonely sea, cast away from all that truly matters to me, helpless and afraid with nothing to hold onto, little me trying to struggle on but I don’t want to. All defenceless against the raging storm, blowing me every which way it wants to. The waters are swirling all around, please help me I don’t want to drown.

I need you now, right here with me back together again, how were meant to be. It’s been too long, I’m fed up of being strong. You broke down my defences like paper in the wind. Then you came walking across the draw bridge straight into my heart, back where you have always belonged, right from the start.

When I first saw you, I knew that all the great poets were right. Something eternal and from heaven sent appeared within my sight, like a beautiful flower, I felt enchanted by your magical power. There you were like a ray from the sun, so pure and honest, full of fun. Etheral and sweet, a divine heavenly treat. My heart burst open, so full of love.

I need you now, right here with me back together again, how were meant to be. It’s been too long, I’m fed up of being strong. You broke down my defences like paper in the wind. Then you came walking across the drawbridge straight into my heart, back where you have always belonged, right from the start.

All this time I thought I was complete. Family, friends, money all the material things I could ever want. Then I realised that without you I have nothing. Desolate and poor, alone and confused. Shattered in a thousand pieces desperately searching around for some glue. My heart burst open, by the love pouring through. The dam has been broken, a tidal surge is rushing out. It is soo overwhelming, sweeping me away. I’m lost in the sea, of my endless love for you.

I need you now, right here with me back together again, how were meant to be. It’s been too long, I fed up of being strong. You broke down my defences like paper in the wind. Then you came walking across the drawbridge straight into my heart, back where you have always belonged, right from the start.

I have loved you before, and I will love you again, one true love that is for ever with no beginning and no end. I want you to be here with me. Right here and now for all eternity. My souls crying out, won’t you come and set it free?

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United

I look up at the sky and I wonder what it would be like,
If all the world was full of love and light
Full of wonder, free from pain
That is what it could be like, if we realised we were all the same

Rainbows floating through the air
Angels singing everywhere,
The whole of humanity together being a team
No more rudeness no one being mean

Let’s join together, let’s all hold hands
Waltzing along, to Gods marching band
United together in harmony
Everybody happy, everybody free

Be the love, be the light
It is time to let your spirit really take flight
Things don’t always have to be as they seem
Now is the time to start living the dream

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One fire, one flame

All this time we were looking around, searching all over the ground
Trying to listen, but we couldn’t hear a sound
Every which way we kept turning around, trying to find some small grain of hope
Praying to God, praying to the pope

We thought we were looking, when we couldnt really see
Blinded to the truth, of ultimate reality
We were taken in by the illusion, it caused us so much confusion
All the hurt and the pain, now we find out it was all in vain

The time is soon coming, when we will be tired of running
To rise as one, the whole world together in love and fun
We are all on the same team, it is pointless to be mean
Let’s all join in, we can rid the world of all the negativity and sin

Stay pure in your heart, like you were from the start
Inside your a bright spark of heavenly light
Don’t be scared and hold it inside yourself
Let it out, let it shine bright
Be who you are, because in Gods eyes your a star

Let your spirit shine out its light, all over the world let them burn bright
It is going to be ok now, we are going to be alright
Let’s start today, right here and now
Break out of our bondage, now is the time for us to be free
All my brothers and sisters, joined together in our global collective spirituality

Ignite the fire, fan the flame
Let it grow brightly, don’t be ashamed
Burning brightly, with our Fathers heavenly light
Even though we are all different, we are really all the same
No more suffering, no more pain
The time has come to ignite the flame
Let’s burn together, let’s burn bright
Inside we are all made of light
All of us together, we are all the same
We are all one fire, we are all one flame

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Sometimes

I wake up and I feel your presence all around me, smile in the knowledge that you are there, knowing that I haven’t been forgotten, that you still care. Wrapped up in the warm embrace of your love, feeling safe protected on the right path.

 

Sometimes . . . 

 

I go out into the world and see you everywhere, turning here and there but no where that you are not, seeing you behind the scenes pulling strings and making it all come together in an invisible harmony. The secret conductor of life.

 

Sometimes . . .

 

I stand tall and proud, sure of my self and who I am, knowing that I am a righteous man, going forward, pushing through, certain that any obstacles are irrelevant to you. I can make it, yes I can, holding my faith, in your divine master plan.

 

Sometimes . . . 

 

I feel no fear, knowing that with you on my side the way will always be made clear. Looking up into the sky, the stars shinning bright, the whole earth bathed in a heavenly light, feeling the connection between heaven and earth, thinking of you and your very special birth.

 

Sometimes . . . 

 

I look people in the eye, see you looking back at me from each and everyone, we are all in this together from the rich to the poor, knowing that eventually we all have to pass through the same door. Some have less and others have more, but without your love we are all dirt poor.

 

Sometimes . . .

 

I can see through the illusion of fear, knowing its impossible if you are near, watching the walls come crashing down, walking through and staying true, not being led astray, just keeping on going the right way, knowing that soon I’ll get there and everything will be alright, it can’t be any other way, as long as you have a say, when what I want is in tune with you, there’s nothing on this earth that can stop it from coming true. 

 

I look forward to the day when there’s nothing left to say, all my sins have gone away and sometimes is all the time.

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