My head feels heavy
Blood is rising to my head
What have I done?
What did I do?
It is my fault
I failed again
I could not understand what the question says
I feel hot
My body feels tight
Listening to a story all the words are mumbled
I hear only sounds
No words but babbling
What is the meaning of all this?
I can’t comprehend what is happening
All my past stories are disconnected and all same
There is no separation
In words or stories
Nothing works for me
Tiredness and sore head hits me
My body can’t move
I want to scream
I want to throw anything
I feel blinded
All dark places I see
Nothing is clear
Quietness is lingering nearby
I reach out for it
I want peace
I grope for it
I crave understanding
I open my hand for it
My body is slowly relaxing
My headache has eased
My body has relief
I hear words now
I understand now
The darkness has lifted
My perspective is not clouded
The cloud has lifted
I see that there is love
I see the light
A new perspective