My Knight In Shining Armour

Staring up into the dark sky to wish upon a star that’s first in sight,

A heart’s every beat pleading for the paint to be taken by her true knight,

A lost girl spending her entire time just trying to trust in life,

Hoping someday it would be her chance at Prince Charming’s wife.

 

Still having faith in everything happens for a reason,

But just as hope began to fade he appeared giving her someone to believe in,

I now really do know why so many things had to happen,

And the reason is so much better that i could have ever imagined.

 

It was you that came along and made me the luckiest girl alive,

Now every moment of everyday i am so thankful to have found you,

Never will i take for granted your love that is so warm and true,

My heart did not think it would ever be free from lies.

 

But each morning when i wake and look in your beautiful eyes,

I know i can trust in you and i finally feel my heart’s every beat smiling that we are together,

I have now found you Steve, my Knight, my Prince, my whole world and “This is it now!  Together always and forever!”

 

So quite simply I love you, i do not ever want to be without you, you changed my life,

And i thank you my love that i get to be Prince Charming’s Wife!

 

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Cowboy’s Walk Into The Sunset

That day was just any other day,
Totally unaware you were not to stay,
Spending the day leaning on the one you loved so,
No one knew it was your time to go.

That simple everyday sloppy Dane kiss,
It is unbelievable how much I miss.

So young my baby boy how could you be dead,
Suddenly it hit me, inside the swelling of disbelief and dread.

Distraught, panic, confusion, why, I just want to know why?
I cannot understand what has happened; it has to be a lie.

 

As my foot reached that last stair,
Seeing your body on the floor just lying there,

I cannot take this internal screaming,
What is going on, how could you be leaving!

Why did you not fight and be stronger,
You should have held on for longer,
I’m sure you really did try hard,
It was inevitable they had already dealt your card,

It will never be the same now you are not here to stay,
Tragedy the loss of your life is in every kind of way.

There are times when we get pulled back from the beyond,
For them it must have been the timing was wrong,
As everything does happen for a reason you see,
If it was meant to be, it will just be,

You changed my whole life in that short time,
You stole my heart but I can forgive that crime,
As it was your loving spirit that kept me so strong,
So much wisdom you gave me even though you were not here long.

Falling in the canal gave us so much laughter,
I hope you are now running free in the after.

 

But I still feel cheated that they took you from my side,
I know deep down it has come as this is your new ride,
I shall be waiting for the next time we meet,
You will once again sweep me off my feet,
Yes tears will continue to flow almost everyday,
With time healing will come to fade the tears away.

 

And Yet, it is still not the time to say goodbye,
Because every time I walk looking up at the blue sky, 
I know you will always be here walking right beside me,
There’s a place in my heart that you will never leave,
So this is not the ending we all fear to hear,
It is the start of forever for you to always be near.

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Not Really Goodbye

That day was just another normal day,

I was unaware i was not to stay,

Waking up by the one i loved so,

No one knew it was my time to go,

That simple everyday kiss,

It is unbelievable how much i miss.

 

If only i had known my end drew near,

Truth is we all know it is just blocked by fear,

Why did i not fight and be stronger,

I should have held on for longer,

I’m sure i did as i really did try hard,

It was inevitable they had already dealt my card.

 

Everyday should be treated as the last,

Holding back on life will make it pass to fast,

Why do we focus on things we have not got,

We should be thankful for life itself which is a lot.

 

I had heard of people being pulled back from the beyond,

That was because the timing was wrong,

Everything happens for a reason you see,

What is meant to be will be,

Even though some go through so much pain and hurt,

They just can not seem to get up from the dirt,

This usually makes their soul’sstronger,

Then they can survive for so much longer.

 

There are quite a few “what ifs” on this side,

Maybe ive been cheated kicked off during the ride,

Deep down we know it has come so the spirit can fly,

But still it is not the time to say goodbye,

I will always be right here watching over you,

How could i not be here through everything you do.

 

I will be waiting for our next time to meet,

You will once again sweep me off my feet,

The way you did when i was down,

Treating me as your queen just missing the crown,

Before you tears used to flow almost everyday,

You stopped my tears then blew my fears away.

 

So this is not the ending we all dread to hear,

It is the beginning of forever to always be near.

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Still Not Goodbye

That day was just any other day,

Totally unaware you were not to stay,

Waking up by the ones you loved so,

No one knew it was your time to go.

 

Mum came running over with this look and said,

“It’s Wee, it’s Zena, she’s dead!”

Lost for words, silence, she can’t, she can’t just be dead!

Suddenly it hit me, inside the swelling of disbelief and dread.

Distraught, panic, confusion, why, I just want to know why?

I can not understand what has happened, it has to be a lie.

Not my “zee”, the one person who saw the pain in my eyes,

When others just believed the smiles.

 

Arriving at the house as my foot reached the last stair,

Seeing your body on the floor just lying there,

I can not take this internal screaming,

What is going on, how could you be leaving!

 

Why did you not fight and be stronger,

You should have held on for longer,

I’m sure you really did try hard,

It was inevitable they had already dealt your card,

It will never be the same now you are not here to stay,

Tragedy the loss of your life in every kind of way.

 

There are times when people get pulled back from the beyond,

For them it must have been the timing was wrong,

As everything does happen for a reason you see,

If it was meant to be, it will just be.

 

Through life you had so much pain and hurt,

Everything trying to knock you down into the dirt,

What they did not realise is you were a warrior with a spirit so strong,

So much wisdom for someone who was not here long.

 

In the short time you were here you always said what’s what,

Never focusing on material things not got,

Showing us the passion and lust for laughter,

As no doubt you are showing them in the after,

But we still feel cheated that they took you from our side,

I know deep down it has come so you can now fly.

 

We are all waiting for the next time we meet,

You will once again sweep us off our feet,

Yes tears will continue to flow almost everyday,

With time healing will come to fade the tears away.

 

And Yet, it is still not the time to say goodbye,

So this is not the ending we all fear to hear,

It is the start of forever for you to always be near.

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